Discontent

Upon the rock of discontent, our city drops its skirts

Inhales the dust and detritus, declares itself at home

When all around on higher climes, the air perfumed in rose

Tis not for me, my city claims

I’d rather lie in dirt.

Self

What mighty terror keeps me bound

Adjusts my lenses badly

And tinkles out life’s little sounds

As vermin in the city?

Tis naught but me! frail and sad

Upon my own chest beating

Such fiery words- I cannot tell

Myself from self in bleating

What Is the Matter With Joy?

The uncontainable smile shaped and strengthened by shadow

The soot

The pastel oils

The soft chalks of depression
Shade every moment
Highlight every joy

We stamp on it
Stomp on it
And still the flower unfurls
even in the hard gray

Unforcable
Untamed
Yet tempered by pain
Into a more glorious purpose

Hated and called false
Because of its shadow

Which shows the shape of hope
The matter of joy

Out of focus

When the highway noise
Lists in my head
When the smile meets the corners of my eyes
Driving one window down
My brain busy
My watch unpolished
I wonder a second long enough
Not seeing

Not sleeping
I am found tapping my fingers in dance
Circling underlining strips of past battlefields

Crash!
It all comes together