Be Okay, Please, Be Okay

The problem is the devil cares to mind his tail while we try to keep up with his hooves

So focused was I on the chorus of fine I counted your offbeat cadence -in candor-as typical of the vehicle you operated which is to mean teenager

So when you turned and said
I’m not fine

I listened halved in heart to keep the rhythm
And when you said
She abuses me
Quartered and ready
To dance the dance of not fine with you until the end of time

Or fine became the tune

But you found silence and now I tread here looking for you

I will not stop coming for you

Dearest Sarah

Dearest Sarah,

When the wolves stop howling at the moon, we will not stop howling for you

We will not stop coming for you
There will be no forgetting, no pledge
Just the extended hand to catch you if you fall
And then you fell
And where were we
Waiting perched like helpless owls
So now, dear Sarah,
Now we howl
You will not go into the night alone
Our voices raise with your own
We are on all sides
We will not let them forget
There is no crack for you
Except the crack of dawn

Depression

The impatience of winter
Measuring lifespans in teeth
The snoring bear wakes hungry
The frogs freeze in their beds
Winter’s
Long
Breath
Felt from fall to spring
The trap snapping some eve
-ning
And we laugh
Pull out wool
To hide the shudder of death
On our breath

Country Promise

Wildborn lady, kickfire bride
Heaven promised us more than one night
Let me tame you tonight

Wander your rivers
Pace your tides
Let me hold you at night

and carry you through th’ deepest parts
of your aching untrusting heart
Heaven gave us more than tonight
To make this right

Wildborn lady, kickfire bride
Your hands never tremble in mine
Let me hold you tonight

The Hunger

One more word from thee
Before the night is full
And I shall rest in writing prose
The teasing light dips ever lower
And to my bright spot I can’t help but glower
For it shrinks too as night fills black
A moon halving quartering gone slack
Ah, but new days bring happy song
Of all the birds in all the throng
But
One more word from thee…