Of Poetry

Lately poetry has been thick of the swamp rather than salt of the sea what’s become of me? a knot of fever unwound as plot
a shade a pressure from my mouth
words I would rot
but each holds memory throat or not each recalls the titan the battle fought
Each a trace of encoded scar or
A star found by the road
As I was walking
As I was walking home

Past haunts

The slipping sand
The fading light
The howling moon
101st Street

Appeals lost
Or grammar’s bad
My life is lived on a fault
Split ground
did I choose this fate?

Of the three to date
Doesn’t matter but
my clothes are heavier
Lined with grief
Smile’s just as quick
A wick catching on every fire

Out

With the slightest
Slightest
Sigh

Hope, dear friends,

is the weight of all the sorrow you hold
It is the carrying of soul not your own
misstepping in the dance of joy
For you will dance

the great heft and fall of every
Mistyping footstep to rouse your loved one from that locked depth

Poetry dressed in summer laundry
Poetry raging through the shutters
That devil poet and his pen

Helpless

How long will darkness lay with you
I gently sweep through your hair
A forehead free of fever
Yet locked in battle, you sweat

I call no dirge to lips
Nor raise my hammer to forge
I gently sweep through your hair
My fingers lost and forlorn

Fairies dare not answer
Trolls turn their gaze with a grin
’tis the dance of death upon them
I gently sweep through your hair

Voices

Be strong and carry on
Cross the thresholds of a dozen more years
Dragging, dragging along this song
The whitetails and whippoorwills
Have their heart set on seeing thee pass through the door a hundred more
On your way to me, to me
On your way to me
Perk up your fingers in laying traps
The hares would hate to find you there
And not crossing the floor of another year
When the cold thumps your back

On the way in and on your front on the way out
The week grows thin, but your woman stout
Cry hurree, hurree, hurree
For the sun sets fast on the busy hands of a man that hefts through most of life’s plans
What to do but greet the grey day with the lemon of your smile
What to do, what to do
But greet the day
With the fingers bandaged through

Uncertain

The bass adds his line
To an alto kind of day
A choir forms in the lower ranks
Shredded I feel invited to corners of time where water will not steal the ink from my pedigree
Just send the bits of paper pulsing like lost jellyfish in so much bits of self
Echo for me the lost years in this hall

Blending through the shoulders hunches and absorbed
Faces searched and abandoned
Shuffle my hat deeper into my head lower with shrug frozen to my neck
I walk away

Sing On

Oh, shall the waves roll slowly by when all is tied and still

Abide the fawn and darting quail til fathoms shall run dry

Beneath my feet as I wait on a word or two from thee

Enticed by sunset moon sunrise and all the heavenly throng

Sing on
Sing on
My dancing fae
Sing on and nimbly sway
For on the morrow shall we meet
Rejoined at the noon day

Colorado

The drowning girl remembers how she almost drowned

Corners fold in until the only room left to move leaves spinning

I miss you in ways I cannot miss you on mountains we never climbed

with him still shines the possibility

Love in my darkest state

Crevices

Deep in couch cushions blue velvet I found a movie ticket

Sliding my hand down the wall between the wet brick I hid my jar

Once when vacuuming a couch, a spider as big as my hand popped up surprised

And I screamed surprised

And the children screaming ran to me

Which is to say they ran towards the spider between them and me

So I screamed, No! and, Stay Back!

Only a crease of memory